I was about to write my first entry for this year. I was reminded that I have a LOT of pending entries I NEED to write immediately. Then I procrastinated.
Then I saw that I have this in my drafts. This was nearly 4 months ago. I don’t know the whole idea of this post but I know it’s something. Something about thinking about the decision I made, something about this voice inside me saying I made the wrong choice. Maybe it’s about the fear inside me that has been growing and growing. Maybe it’s the doubt I have in myself.
The confidence back then was nearly gone. And I’m 50% sure that it’s being tested again. Today. In an hour. For the final interview.
Here’s the draft. It’s not so much but I think you’ll get what I mean:
Thursday was very dull. Admittedly, I accomplished nothing. Came from a wake the night before, got home around 4. Came to work at 8 am. Almost every 30 minutes, I find myself snoozing.
“Be gallant, be great, be gracious, and be grateful for the opportunities that you have. The opportunity to learn from the men who have walked before you and those who walk beside you.”